01oct.

happy birthday brown singlet!
thou you're gone, i believe that you're always here for me.
thou there's no more BIRTHdays for you. in my heart, 01oct is forever your BIRTHday.
i really really do miss you.
i miss fighting over green teas w you, i miss quarreling w you, i miss kicking you, i miss throwing my pillows & bolsters & teddy bears at you, i love t cry in front of you so that you're give in, cos i know you'll. but that was when i'm only primary 4 or 5. i miss telling others what cards you have and make you lose money heehee. but i also miss you telling me " stay here, you're my lucky star tonight "
if i can turn back th time, i swear, i wont fight w you over green teas, i wont make you peel prawns for me, i wont quarrel w you, i'll let you tickle me, i'll let you hide my pillows. come back t me please?

can seriously sacrifice any of you just t revive my dearest boy.
bestfriend! you know who is he.

okay anw, I DIDNT STEP INTO MY CLASS AT ALL TODAY & DID NOT ATTEND A SINGLE LESSON & life has been really bad for me but i know this will be over soooon. right christine, keanna, hazel, juliana & th rest that's always by my side for th past few days.

now we're both being ostracized, but you're th one that started it first, if you're a human w conscience, you should know whr t stop. but since you're one without a fucking conscience, wait, i mean you've a conscience but is a fucking one, you wont stop. i bet you're gonna break couples up, fuck more guys & make me get ostracize more. right? w your one-sided stories & stuff? yes i do get emotional easily, but i still believe that JUSTICE WILL PREVAIL. i wont give up on my life so easily cos i'm sure my life is definitely worth 10000000000000000000000000000times more than you. since you're one that dont treasure your life, why dont you just freaking give your life t those innocent victims out there that 're dying but are great & awesome ppl?

i'm supposed t do two ying yong wen, one gong han, one si han.
but i think i'm just gonna do one.
which is si han cos it's easier hee hee.

anw, i lunched w juliana after eons of not hanging out w her.
& i bought like pens, & chocolates & a new pencil case for moizxself!

oh anw, i really wanted t blog & rant about th fucking bitch yesterday over at fareast but i think i should not cos i need t studyy. (which i'm not oging too, 'm just gonna rant t bella about everything) just really wanna tell her "sometimes, it's not th dress that's at fault, it's th person that makes th looks of itself." har har har & "you know why you want all of your bridemaids t look awesome & perfect? COS YOU YOURSELF IS NOT LEAST PERFECT AT ALL" & "since my cousin's shop's bridal gowns is gonna make you diu lian when you whr it out, THEN DONT LAH, i think th guys will be interested in your birthday suit more... EH WAIT, you're fat like a bitch, tall like a witch, looks like a seaweed. i really wonder what your fiance sees in you-.- if i see you one more time i swear i'll make you fall & embarrassed yourself. dare me.
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sherilyn & christine
i know you're gonna read this so thank you v. v. much for th past two days dearies!
love you two like seriouslyyyyyyy <3 <3 <3

sometimes, it's really th quality in a friend that counts, not quantity.

& thank got for mrlim's & mr shong's lines today.
swear it was damn encouraging & i promise you two, i wont let them make me fall.
:D

oh & smth i did t pamper myself was that i bought a banna shaped pen from minitoons hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee.