With eyes like a sunset, baby.

are you just a retard ? or a fucktard? or a fucking retard? or are you just a freaking bitch whom goes around bitching about practically EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOUR GIRLFRIEND, th reason why did i used RED on th word girl is v v v simple. you know it yourself, i know it myself, we know it ourselves, god knows it himself.

ask yourself what you've done.

sometimes, i really wonder why are there actually THESE KIND of ppl in th world, i mean, i thought we're only students? simple minded ones? why are you ppl trying t make things like so complicated? like 1+1=2. > simple as that. but you ppl are like, making th 1+1=2 becoming like 1+2+3+4-8=2?! it's like you're not only making life difficult for yourselves WHICH I DONT FUCKING GIVE A DAMN BOUT.. you're also making life difficult for every single one around you. it's not that we want t hurt you or whatsoever but dont you think that you're a lil VERY selffish? you're like, having a mind of only yourself, living in your own bloody bitchy world... OKAY WAIT I'M SORRY, not your own world... a world of yourself & GUYS. ONLY GUYS.. & you keep claiming that you're hanging out w them cos your own friends dont fucking give a damn about you.

i'm NOT that close t them yet, but judging from th way they tell me stuff & talks about you.. it's like even a freaking primary one student also know that you're at fault can? it's like even your OWN EX BOYFRIEND THAT LOVE YOU MORE THEN ANYONE WOULD can reply me when i ask him about you in a way which no one expected. okay maybe NOT NO ONE BUT MYSELF COS HE'S SUCH A Nice guy.

"who is _____?! i dont know her."

i swear i totally got a shock of my life when i heard that.

i mean, dont you fucking feel guilty of whatever you've done?

OR RATHER, YOUR CONSCIENCE HAVE BEEN TAKEN AWAY BY A GROUP OF PPL THAT YOU'RE HANGING OUT WITH? > like if you've watch legend of th demi gods, you're like th "wu ji tian zun"

th group of ppl that is fucking gl,xl,annoying t th max, only know how t put th blame on others, twist th fact, make fun of ppl.

i swear i'm fucking tired of this group of ppl. thank god i'm left w one month of seeing this kind of ppl. okay wait. correction.. it's not this group. IT'S JUST one freaking person in th group that 've made me change th whole way i look at this group. it's just, okay call me lame or whatsoever but if you ever encounter having a friend like this loser i swear you'll get damn tired of your life.

but guess what? i'm so not gonna get damn tired of my life over this kinda ppl.
like sky said in one of his "i dono whatever" they're just a chapter of my life, i still have losta chapters t gooo in my life. so i've decided t pick myself up from whr i fall. losing you as a friend isnt a bad thing after all becos now i've made awesome friends like hazel.

& thank god for th friends around me since long time ago like caifang, keanna, fiona(only know how t make me laugh), kaixuan, esta, juliana, bestfriend, jerome, bella, wesley, desmond, delia, woooooon, charmaine chow!..... (you know who you're yourself) & thank god for today that i've met a new friend, okay not exactly new, i've been friends long ago w her but i nvr can imagine me relating stuff t her, bitching about others w her & blablabla. thank god for her i'm picking myself up, i'm not gonna let myself fall over what've happened for th past few days, i'm not gonna let daddy mummy be worried bout me, i'm gonna be a brave, strong & pretty girl. & th girl or rather, this new friend of mine, is none other then HAZEL ONG! surprise?! pretty hell, YES. me myself got a shock also like seriously like when i was texting her.

anw, zel~~~~
if you're gonna read this.
thank you for today seriously. i know i'm like damn bitchyyyyy hahahahah. but this kind of ppl must really be bitchy one right?! we shall be huai ren! & xie xie ni for motivating me, teaching me th ways t study! & har har we shall conquer earthworm together!! we shall not let earthworm piss us both anymoreeeeeee.

& keanna,
i know you're gonna read this so... please cheer up my dear, no point getting sad over YOU KNOW I KNOW HAZEL KNOW FIONA KNOW ELAINE KNOW WHAT. you know, this kind of ppl will definitely get their retribution. we should just concentrate on our studies and ignore them my dear. i'm sure justice will be done. god knows that everything that is happening. he've alr made plans for us, i'm sure this is a test t see whether we can stand this kind of ppl anot. please please please reply germaine & my msg soooooooon. we're really worried baby. :(

& kenneth,
hahahhaha i d k if you're gonna read this anot but thank you for your concern!! like i was really damn shock when you talked t me on msn, you're very very right. screw all of them, ignore them, losers t th max hee hee. yes yes x10 then x99 then x infinity!!!!!!!!!

PS: i'm still texting hazel & we're like bitching about hee heee.
PPS: i got my 200buckaroo salary for working for 3 days. okay not exactly working.. hahahaha
so fiona han! when you wanna go makan? i need t treat you like real fast before i spend all my $$ again :( kuai dian kuai dian!
PPPS: i cant wait for EOY t be over. mahjong w delia,woon & raxton. mahjong w xintang, junhui, kaixuan & keanna. out w hazel fiona kaixuan & so on so forth omgomg!! cant wait oh & th most most impt one.. BESTFRIEND'S BIRTHDAY & MY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!

byebye :D