HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANNY :)

th only picture i got in my fone, th others all in big uncles's DSLR. hopefully he'll print it out for me so i can stick on my cupboard in my room :) kinda filled with pictures now.

anw, dinner tonight was awesome, guess this is so gonna be th best night for th june hols, we got th one & only VIP room at zhenfa @ sunset way, + th lady boss kinda entertained us herself *feels so proud. you know.. zhen fa's th, few years ago there was this news that this guy got killed for an unknown reason at some shop house & th neighbour's dog found him or smth.. yesyes! we went thr :) & th food thr was damn awesome, we had... shyt! i forgot what.. omg... ohoh, we had clams & lobster sashimi + sharks fin soup+ th abalone & spinach thing & roasted piggg & some kinda noodles & th ultra huge fish & th longevity bun or smth. damn huge i swear. & our desert was damn awesome too... bird nest tart (i think this one nicer than th one at ahyatabaloneforumrestaurant) & some almond thing + a scallop with somehat thing. it was really awesome.. (or maybe cos my mood was good?) & for th birthday cake we had this specialy make longevity bun shaped cake from polar, really nice :)

so anw, my cousins did a good job of cheering me up. th only thing that i'm quite pissed & kinda happy for is that.. when i walked into th room... NOBODY COULD RECOGNISE ME. omg right? some idiots even asked me who am i -.- then ah liang & ah cai keep making fun of my bangzxzx & th adults was like : you look like lao mai chan or smth. (it's some movie's th actress thingsxz in their era) hahaha. then our awesome photographer a.k.a biggest uncle keep taking shots of me. graa. & he says i have small eyes when smiling. keep asking me t retake cos of my small eyes. NOTHING WRONG WITH SMALL EYES WHAT!! oh so, ahliang was like asking me about some stuff.. damn retarded i tell you & i had a pretty good talk w ah xuan's jiejie's boyfriend which is going t officially be my korkor in 5 months time.... && meldon & meldric is sooooo cute, i didnt get a chance t have a pic with meldric but th pic on top is meldon!! cute right?

i really have had my thoughts sorted out, god gave me such a great & wonderful family, i should just cherish it. god gave me such great parents that are able t finance me in my studies & stuff & not like those parents that blame their kiddos for being so smart & need t spent money on them. maybe i should just really start studying & cherish this family even more than before. than.. falling in love & get hurt in th end.

i'm holding on, trying really hard t let go, your words were really harsh. i miss you.

special, for chow wei wei : even thou we aint in th same class this year, but we're still ultra good friends right?! it's really surprising that th two of us could actually be friends till this stage, rmb when we were in sec one? you used t call me a bitch, still rmb when you were tgt with felix during valentines when we were sec one, you scolded me a loser cos i didnt have any valentines gift & you've got chocolates from felix. i rmb hating you real much.. then in time t come, we had this quiz thing which we've t run around th sch... still rmb i was screaming cos i used t be very enthu about this kinda stuff but you were like : i dont give a damn.. but we were in th same grp & when i was really enthu & started screaming.. you scolded me a bitch. i still rmb it's at th science room k!!! yeah, as i was saying, it's really really surprising that our friendship could rise t this stage that i could actually share everything with you & stuff, bitch about others & stuff.. & when i'm sad, you're always thr for me & trust me, if you're feeling low too, you can come talk t me, like th way i always do t you. & at th start of this year, i thought our friendship's kinda ruin cos we kinda chatted lesser & lesser till march hols when we had this catching up section. really makes me happy. & we used t do stupid stuff tgt rmb? like meet evrysingle day & do th same thing for th whole weeeek... go t yishun & bra shopped, then we would go try on all th sunglasses & NOT BUY THEM BUT TOOK A HELL LOTS OF PICTURES WITH THEM... then th times when we used t go around looking for food.. swimming (which we haven done it in a ultra long time) & i know i still likes t do stupid stuff like before.. IMPERSONATING TH OTHERS! rmb? on th bus we were like making hell lots of noise trying t impersonate ppl like felix foo! & some others (which you know, i know, god knows can alr) hahahha! thank you for always being thr for me kkayzxz. mee luv luv you & i promise you i will try not t think about him & be sad about him alr kkayzxzx. bb.

(this girl wants a touching post.. i wonder if this is touching enough) HAHHA